It is all God's time

So I've come to some conclusions about people, which are a gift from God- no less. Living life out of divine calling, nature oposing self-sacrifice, and ultimately out of being shaken at the core by God's sovereignty is so foreign to those we make eye contact with daily. My immediate conclusion after that is I am one of them..... who miss this bottom line in the 60-80 years on earth (I have a couple of decades left maybe). It is so easy to live on AUTO-PILOT, out of seeming necessity, live is such a way that self-comfort is the primary pursuit. It is so natural to live without self-inventory, without goal making, and without goal evaluating. It is one thing to understand that this life is not about me, it is another to wake up with an action plan on what God wants from me specifically. What I realize is that I need to be selective on who I spend time with, as far as who influences this from me, and I also need to be less protective of the time that I tend to think is my own. Otherwise pleasure seeking and sin defauting will be where I find myself time after time. You are reading this because I want your help and I want to help you. God help us all.